Jill: Welcome to the Winter Solstice channeling of Hilarion.
Today is December 21st, 2000. We are gathered in Nevada City, California,
to ask questions of Hilarion from those in attendance as well as from those
submitting questions via email. For further information on channeling,
books, or tapes, contact Jon C. Fox at P.O. Box 2209, Nevada City, CA 95959.
Hilarion: Yes, greetings to all of you. Yes this is that energy,
being, or vibration you call Hilarion. Before beginning with questions,
looking into interesting, deeper matters, playing with the energies within
your being as a way of sort of intuitively and emotionally conceiving of
answers--not just at the level of the intellect or the mind or words, but
in your heart--we would first ask you to welcome the idea of an emerald
light; to visualize it as a cylinder of light surrounding you, extending
from infinitely upwards through you to center of Earth, as it is perhaps
about 33 meters or 100 feet in diameter. It bathes you, touches you.
It is very important to recognize that many who suggest visualization
or techniques that utilize visualization do not have the full understanding
if the kinesthetic visualization or the aspect of the kinesthetic reality
is omitted. You spend your lives immersed in a sea of kinesthesia, various
forms of touch, ways of touching others, ways of being touched. The way
in which your body responds to temperature, to holding and working with
objects, and many other things is such a deep and important spiritual lesson,
and that which is missing when you are nonphysical. And so it is so valuable
then to always include some aspect of the kinesthetic reality in any visualization
you do. We would even go so far as to suggest that if it is not specifically
suggested in the visualization that someone else suggests for you, that
you add it for yourself.
So in this case you might imagine that that emerald light has a spinning
action to it, and as it spins through you, it brushes. First it brushes
against the skin, in a swirling vortex-like motion. But then as you allow
it, as you recognize it as a generating energy--that which you are
generating in your own being, and that which meets the energy of this emerald
light--then it is also generated from your bone marrow outwards. And these
energies meet in the flesh of the body, in the bones, in your eyes, in
the spine. And such a brushing sensation can have a certain amount of pleasurable
sensation to it, a gentle, soothing energy. But it can also be that which
is somewhat stimulating as it causes energies that are stuck to be released.
Then they are spun out of you easily, released down into Mother Earth,
out the soles of the feet, out the base of the spine, out the fingertips,
any way you wish to imagine this. Yet as they exit, there is also sensation,
awareness of these as they fall away like little drops of water as they
drop off of your body, or the energy of light then tingling and touching
you as it is released from the body like electricity.
But the point of this is that at a deeper level in your own consciousness,
you have recognized the value of different forms of visualization. So then
we suggest that this be incorporated so that you lovingly welcome and know
these energies within your being.
Next, there are also many questions, different things to look at. Yet
it is important to recognize this wonderful time, a powerful time in which
the Earth is tilted such that the Southern Hemisphere is closest to Sun,
the Northern Hemisphere furthest away, this symbolizing an action of Earth
breathing. As if then at the midpoint in the breath sequence, now the Earth
in the Northern Hemisphere completely exhaled is a nice way to visualize
this, and in this way now ready to begin a new process, drawing in new
energies, preparing and strengthening into the Spring and Summer seasons.
Yet for you personally, this is also reflected in the building up of
light, of energy, of strength in your physical body and in your relationships.
Because now as the day grows increasingly long and the night increasingly
short, there is this opportunity to make more of relationships. Yet this
is always now to be reflected to your core, to who you are, how you see
yourself, how you know yourself.
One of the questions tonight is about the blending of the realities,
a powerful dance that you do as humans over and over, from the intermissive
period into life. And then with death, the higher bodies leave the physical
body. It decays, it is recycled, yet this higher energy continues on into
another intermissive period, and then chooses again another physical body.
Why? Certainly because of this kinesthetic experience. This is not a why
answer that comes at the mind. For the mind, you would understand that
you need to learn lessons, you need to expose yourself to the opportunity
to grow, and that knowing this experientially to help you; that you are
here to witness changes; that you are here to help other people; that you
are here to fulfill karmic obstacles, to blend, to change. Yet how
do you do this? Yes, you do it with your minds, some of you, but most do
not. Most actually learn by their direct experiences because that gets
their direct attention.
Indeed, hospital Earth and schoolroom Earth is one in which the attention-getting
phenomenon is so important. To recognize and honor this is an important
key or solution to the understanding of the Universal Laws, to the ability
to avoid all degenerative and difficult diseases. Because if you recognize
the underlying lessons at the level by which you have chosen to work with
them before they are thrust upon you, or so it seems, you then can be proactive
about how you work with them. You have in your world over and over how
projects, ideas, relationships and other things go so well when you are
proactive, anticipating what unfolds, helping others, deliberately, consciously,
to the highest intent. Well, why not do this for yourselves?
It is because of habits, many lifetimes in which others have put their
will on top of you and you've accepted that. This in the religious guise
of church, of governments, of others. This is important because in some
cases you need to develop your will, and you need to struggle against someone
else's will, or use example of someone with a stronger will than you in
order to perform and understand these things. But ultimately, you are your
own best guru, and that is the lesson of the coming times, and of this
time to some extent.
So gradually what unfolds from this is that in being proactive and welcoming
these energies rather than fearing them, you begin to understand the larger
picture. Many specific tools are available to you if you wish to pursue
them and work with them, for the releasing of fear around death, for manifesting
the blending of your essence more clearly into the physical, for the release
of those aspects of ego that stand in your way, and release of those aspects
of fear that stand in your way. For indeed, preprogrammed deeply into the
human being--into the physical form, into consciousness, into many aspects
that give you resistance, give you difficulty--are these twin energies
of fear and ego. It is not that they are to be overcome, but the lesson
of these learned as deeply within your being as possible, and that is why
you will come here to do it over and over.
But those tools that over and over will cut to the core of this and
shift it for you are those that allow you to live the simultaneous realities
as if they were real. You have these concepts about them, about the intermissive
period, about astral projection, about these things of the nonphysical
beings. But how deeply do you believe? And how deeply do those beliefs
rule you? To the point that you are ready to discard them is the higher
lesson to be welcomed at this time, that it is not from belief but from
true knowledge that you make your decisions.
Indeed on your planet the struggle between knowledge and belief, ages
old, is now coming to an important head. Powerful cycles astrologically,
symbolized by these aspects of the eclipses soon to come and these powerful
shifts of the Mercury, Venus, and, most important, Mars cycles on your
planet to bring greater aspects of truth into consciousness for many in
the coming year. Ultimately this truth will help you discern the difference
between belief and knowledge. You have done this at various different levels
in many times past, but at each time in which this comes up again, it is
as if you are ready to leap further than you have before. No longer is
it about superstition and knowledge, but the beliefs that come from your
childhood, beliefs from your scientists, from your doctors, from many whose
ideas have been widely accepted on your planet. Especially ones that we'll
mention briefly--your sanitation engineers.
These beings you would think certainly have the best in mind for you,
yet they have misunderstood that this difficulty coming to your planet
of water shortage is that which is easily solved once you simply recognize
that you are, on average, for each human being, mixing 6,000 gallons per
year with your own human excrement. Mixing 6,000 gallons of drinking water,
water that could be used for many other things, and that which you will
struggle over in the next few decades. This is important to understand
because it is back to this energy of fear and ego that these old aspects,
the idea of a flushed toilet as simple as it may seem, then come into your
consciousness as the only way to treat this valuable resource that comes
from human beings. These may seem as if to some words of heresy, but if
you investigate it with an open mind, you will then see that the true nature
of what we are talking about has nothing to do with human beings, water,
or toilets, but your ability to shift context, to see things in a new light,
to see them for what they really are.
After all, most of organic agriculture is based on various aspects of
improving the soil, and where organic agriculture is integrated with animal
husbandry, animals in any form, it is animal manure that is widely utilized
in order to provide useful and helpful adjuncts in agriculture. So, then,
back to "Are humans animals?" Indeed this is the form that you have chosen.
Your higher consciousness chooses the animal form because it is the best,
easiest, most available way to express yourself, to feel things, to enjoy
the aspects of physicality. You are both. Yet, you will see over and over
that so many of your human problems, so many of the aspects that you struggle
with, come directly from ignoring, misunderstanding, or misusing the animal
nature of your being. And these come from fearing it, or recognizing it
as some way of bolstering your ego or strengthening your identity.
Therefore, if you really wish to understand at the psychological level,
bringing your essence more clearly into your personality, shifting the
nature of your being, allowing this transformation, raising your energy,
you must not only be working at spiritual levels, shifting dietary aspects,
working with various ways of loving, but at a psychological level, there
must be regular context-busting. Not an easy thing, you know, when you
think perhaps you've busted every possible context there is. But as you
look at it you will see that there are so many. Once in a while, a great
writer, a politician occasionally, various movie stars and others, some
of the leaders in your society jump out in front and break through, busting
into new contexts. You hold up some of these in your past as shining examples
of powerful lights that have changed your world for the better. Yet those
who live in your midst, doing this very energy dance, this context-busting,
are those who you resist right now.
The encouraging part of this is that if you look at this historically,
the amount of time between when the new ideas are presented and when people
welcome the willingness to bust through their own contexts, that time is
growing shorter and shorter. It is encouraging. There were times when it
was five generations. Then four, then three. But for most of the 20th century,
only now two or one generation. Will it be that which you can welcome in
less? Perhaps in five years of exposure to such, or even less for yourself?
If so, you will see that if this is a powerful thoughtform shared on your
planet, there is great hope. There are many possibilities and ways of change,
of seeing and holding new contexts that truly work because they cut right
to the heart of what you are here for.
When we speak about these matters regarding water, we certainly would
refer you to the context-buster, to the book
The Humanure Handbook,
by Joseph Jenkins as an excellent way of understanding these energies.
There are others, however. For instance, Aajonus Vonderplanitz, who wrote
We Want to Live, in struggling to understand the animal nature.
For instance, Byron Katie, and her ability to transfer energy by simple
ways of questioning your reality to its core. There are so many of these
energies now on your planet, yet you can only deal with one of them at
a time. And yet you are being asked by your guides, helpers, and so many
other energies to consider all of them. [Editor's Note: The book referred
to is The Humanure Handbook, Joseph Jenkins, 1999, ISBN 0-9644258-9-0,
Chelsea Green Publishing, P.O. Box 428, White River Junction, VT 05001,
USA, or call 800-639-4099 or 802-295-6300. For more information about Byron
Katie, visit her web pages at The Work.
]
This can be taken into a larger framework once you understand it, and
that framework does not come from the mind. It comes from your heart,
from a willingness to love at the core the nature of being itself. Because
each of these people in their own ways, in their own aspect of recognizing,
do know that you deserve to be here. They have in this sense overcome their
own ego about this matter, and their own fear about the answers. Because
once you ask these deeper questions, the answers will provoke fear, and
will shift your ego, because those are the ways in which you have held
on, resisted as it were, the aspects of truth while instead recognizing
what others say as useful though you know somewhere in you it is not the
truth.
There are these questions astrologically based about many things, but
one of them is about mundane astrology, the birthplace of United States,
birthplace and time and so on. These are interesting aspects, but you might
also look at it from the point of view of what it means. The nurturing
aspect so common throughout the understanding of the chart we are going
to suggest, yet with Sagittarius rising, the energy to find truth, to work
it out as an ongoing issue so often. In this way you understand that one
of the important issues in context-busting for the United States is the
welcoming of others outside the United States and the ability to incorporate
them, to blend them, and then later to use their energies in such a way
that they're actually helpful for the rest of the planet. It is not too
far different from planting a seed, a seed which grows into a great tree
whose fruit is then shared with all of the world.
This isn't always easy to understand, and the fear and ego associated
with this is an important revolution that must be overcome within each
person, if you have fear of someone else taking your job, pushing you off
of your own place, or misunderstanding you. Does this mean that we would
suggest that America throw open its doors wide open to all immigrants on
the planet? In the current state of technological misunderstanding about
food, sanitation, water, genetic engineering, and related matters, this
would be foolish. But if these technologies were properly understood and
properly utilized, in a matter of only a few years, yes, this country could
easily open its doors to all of the world's people, who could indeed exist
here in harmony, and act as a powerful example of a unitized understanding
community based on love, based on service, for the rest of the planet,
if people chose that.
And so you go through these political cycles in order to work with these
energies. But for most people, when they return to the energy of the founding
fathers and mothers, they do recall an energy in themselves of this upliftment
and of this nurturing. This would be associated with the date 1776, July
4th, Philadelphia as the place, and the time 5:12pm. There were many signers
to the Declaration of Independence. There were many ways in which this
was brought to bear. Some of them were in other states and took months
before they signed it. But at 5:12 there was a great party. It was a wonderful
summer day, and there were guns fired, firecrackers lit, and the skies
opened, and lightning flashed. It was as if, for many, it was a moment
in which there was an exultation, an awakening, and at the same time a
great hope.
Yet who were those people? Most of them had come from other countries--from
France, from England, from Spain, from many places. And it was in casting
off their shackles that they gained inner freedom. That is an energy that
must be understood. Where humans invite shackles, they are then
able to overcome them to grow. Does this seem a little bit backwards? Perhaps
a little roundabout? Yes, that is correct. And yet you choose this pathway
of resistance on so many levels. It is a powerful fractal you use over
and over. Just the whole act of coming into a physical body is one to take
on resistance, struggle, difficulty, if you choose it. There are many who
would support you in such choices because they also have made such choices.
Yet at its core, this need not be a world so based on struggle once you
understand what is really happening here.
And so then this would be a useful astrological journey. At its source,
of course, are some of the energies of awakening and freedom that were
initially in the British, and so there is this question as to what date
to choose for the bringing into formation of the British Empire. Yet when
you look back in history, William I would seem to most often symbolize
this, and his being crowned in 1066, on Christmas, December 25th, in Westminster,
would seem the most appropriate. Yet here, the rising sign is so difficult
because there is so little of historical records as to when this occurred.
But it is easy for you to recall as you open to this in your consciousness,
that there were many preparations all day for this, yet the most powerful
energies all focalized shortly after 12 noon. At the time of 12:12, the
ceremonies began, and they completed themselves with the crowning of this
being at 12:32. So this would be an important point. Yet 12:12 also has
important value as what would be similar to the beginning of a soul energy
for association with England's birth for that time.
Understanding this energy shows you that here Aries rising, it is a
time of awakening, of strengthening, of bringing new power into the world,
but it is also one that will burn itself out eventually, and the aspects
that would help others seek truth will also be blended later. Any way in
which freedom, then, is forgotten would always backfire then as this way
of granting freedom yet struggling with chains is so difficult for Aries
on so many levels.
The other interesting facet of the United States chart under such circumstance
is that as a natal chart, Mercury is retrograde. This is not true for England,
and this is why she was able to maintain for so long such domination of
the planet. Yet Mercury retrograde means that humans in America must always
be thoughtful, must always be looking inside, must find ways of changing
the way in which they perceive and know the thought process itself, and
must always pay attention, particularly when Mercury is retrograde, to
inner thoughts, inner truths, inner understanding.
While speaking of countries, on your planet right now are great debacles
of all kinds, yet the continuous difficulty between China and Tibet is
that which is of such a struggle in many of your hearts, because many of
you have studied with Tibetans in the past. As you did this, you would
often awaken psychically. As the awakening took place, you would recognize
your past lives, and you would beg those to leave Tibet, to teach the rest
of the world, to show you how to remember into your next life so you might
teach others, and yet, over and over as so often is the case in dogmatic
religions (or perhaps those are two words that just always come together),
there is then the way in which these beings decided to concentrate their
energy in one place. Yes, it is a sacred place and a beautiful place, but
the world required the knowledge, the understanding, the awareness.
Because of this, and the importance of China's tremendous growth and
ability to incorporate different aspects of balancing energies through
the aspects that come through Lao-Tzu and other aspects of Taoism, then
there had to be a blending, and this was accomplished to some extent with
great struggle to disperse the energies of Tibet throughout the world.
You can say it is a horrible thing that people are being killed and
that the egos involved must learn to forgive, to transcend the difficulty,
and so on, and this is correct. That indeed those that would experience
the greatest difficulty and greatest resistance are those who chose to
manifest in such a life because they were the ones who resisted such shifts,
changes, and opportunity in other lifetimes. Yet at the same time, they
have tremendous capacity to forgive in ways you might say that you don't
even understand yourself. That is to say, in many ways the Tibetans forgive
the Chinese even more than you do. Let them be a lesson to you. Let yourself
learn from the powerful loving energies of these beings so that all may
exist in harmony in the future.
There is much within the Chinese civilization that will incorporate
and learn aspects from Tibet, and this will be very helpful. Yet at the
same time this will obviously push the egos of those in charge right to
the limit, and this is so difficult because they recognize through Tibetan
understanding that you are much more than a singular consciousness. You
are connected to many. You are connected to God. But you are also connected
to all of your past lives, and all of your future lives, and all of the
ways of understanding the aspects of this can be very difficult if you
see that in this life what you need is power over others, money, identity,
or any of the other things that those in charge of the Chinese government
deem important. Yet, in your hearts, these deeper lessons of forgiveness
touch you and help you forgive others when you are under such circumstances.
So we would also suggest where possible that the visualization of forgiveness
be coupled with some sensation. How would you feel at maximum forgiveness?
Perhaps it is the embrace, that you reach out to embrace your brothers
and sisters, that you truly forgive them, because you hug them with the
openness of your heart. No, perhaps that isn't good enough. Perhaps you
will see that the source of forgiveness and its real core runs deeper,
perhaps to yourself as a child. When you remember a time in which you made
a mistake, you said something you regretted or hurt somebody accidentally,
that you could forgive that child, that you could hold her to your chest
now and love her. Or perhaps it was when you were a baby, and all you could
do was have wants and needs. And yet that child is inherently lovable.
To love and forgive that child now, this is perhaps a way to open the doorway
of forgiveness in your own heart, so that others may understand this better.
It is important however in moving through this that you do recognize
this deeper lesson and understand what we have stated, that it is much
easier when you put a little more attention on several important factors
to move through most of the spiritual, psychological, and other impasses
in your life. The most important of these is recognizing the truth of your
being. This is what the Tibetans teach you on so many levels, but so also
through all of the different disciplines that are waiting to go beyond
mere dogma, and look deeply into the nature of how people remember, how
they know, how they correspond, how they love; that you do indeed have
a soul that continues, an existence, a consciousness, some aspect of your
being, lifetime after lifetime, intermissive period after intermissive
period.
Understanding this process is so important at relieving and shifting
the fear, but it also opens you to the body of knowledge available to you
when you project your consciousness and welcome the energies while in the
nonphysical. You might say, "Yes but what about meditation?" When you have
a meditation in which you do recall some of your past lives, or attune
to important energies of healing nature, or work with aspects of higher
consciousness, your purpose, guides, helpers, all of the things you might
call a really with-it meditation, as we would observe you, you have separated.
The astral body, as it is sometimes termed (a very poor name, but it will
do for now) becomes a little larger as you begin the meditation, and then
it moves away from the physical--not very far. Sometimes if you were to
measure it, it would be a matter of only a few millimeters. That is enough.
Such a separation invites, allows, and welcomes the higher energies, these
higher aspects of your being that you have to some extent shielded from
your own consciousness. You aren't going to let too much of that in or
you're going to have a profound enlightening experience.
Is it that simple that all you really have to do is project your consciousness
in order to receive energies? Yes. It is that simple. This isn't to say
that projection of the consciousness is the whole answer, because you then
have to get back into the body in order to use it. If you simply
leave it out there, the physical body dies, and such a process is the natural
one of moving from in the body to out of the body in the intermissive state,
etc. But if you can come back to the physical and recall, and reawaken
those energies, you will find there is much that is brought to you.
Then how do you do this? There are many methods, many techniques and
ideas. But we note over and over the most successful are those that make
use of the transition itself into physicality, meaning the kinesthetic
experience, the feeling sensation in the body, the awareness of what it
feels like to land in the body, the sensation of brushing, energy, water,
touching, embrace, physicality--any way you wish to work with it, any way
that works in your own particular modality, is a powerful bridge between
the modalities, because you are in a physical body. A portion of your consciousness
has chosen to manifest, animate, and work with the physical body. Accept
it. Use it. Know it.
Now you might wonder about these words, but they are your words. When
you leave the physical body in death, and the higher subtle bodies then
are at the higher level, it is as if those words come back to you so powerfully--"I
wish when I was in the physical body that I had really felt that love,
even more deeply; that I had really chosen to, as the current vernacular
would put it, "put my ass on the line" in order to help someone else, in
order to do something useful. I didn't do it because I was afraid, my ego
kept me from doing it, or whatever other excuses you might have." But when
you are nonphysical, it's too late. Until, of course, you manifest the
physical body again, and so you get the idea why you would do this--because
of the things that you have missed, because of the energies that you wanted
to experience deeply, because once you have faced that fear and overcome
it, once you have manifested those energies that help you truly deeply
know the nature of your being, you recall them powerfully, deeply, energetically,
and they have effect, resonance. They make a difference in the world in
the assistance of others, in the shifting of consciousness in this quadrant
of the universe, and many other aspects that reflect back to the source,
to the originating energy--call it God, the Universe, or whatever, it is
an energy of vibration that seeks, knows, and reseeks again.
Understanding these principles can help you then in working out many
issues, and they are certain of the underlying concepts of the Universal
Laws, including especially the Law of Manifestation. There are those who
would suggest that specific modalities associated with the different laws,
associated with the Law of Manifestation, Permanence, Reflection, Symbols,
Thought, Love, etc. etc., that these would have certain specific qualities
associated with them. This is true only to a very limited extent. In point
of fact, each individual will respond powerfully and beautifully to different
modalities--sound, light, essences, aromatherapy, foods, all of these different
things--according to what their needs are.
Yes this can be defined as certain percentages according to the Universal
Laws that that person has most out of balance within their being. But unfortunately
this is not so simple, because there is also the guidance and help from
the nonphysical beings, the beings on all levels who outnumber you 9 to
1 and who are working with you constantly on this planet and what they
would choose. And their energies to move these are very focused these days
on the Law of Reflection. This is an energy associated with those aspects
of a planetary nature, the silver of the Moon, and the gold of the Sun.
And these are powerful energies for everyone. And yet these energies are
not those that relate to the seven chakras, but to the chakras above the
head, particularly chakras eight and nine. And the way in which these energies
combine with ten and eleven. All the ways in which these energies are being
used now in many ways seem more important and more useful than to come
up with individual systems.
But as one that you might wish to work with, gaze into colored light.
Shift the colors until you find one that is quite uncomfortable for you,
and you will know you have hit on the right one to work on the Universal
Law issue that you need to work on. Then you can work with it while within
that energy. The best way is to let the energy simply come up spontaneously
as to the issues you might wish to work with. But if that is a little too
intuitive for you, you can do it intellectually by simply considering each
of the twelve Universal Laws, and what aspects of each one you might have
struggled with or misunderstood, or wish to change in your life.
You can do this with tones, moving through various pitches of tones,
high, low, and so on. It's usually best if these are in octaves usually
utilized by the human voice, so that they are easily heard by your ears.
And then as you move through those tones, imitate them. Make the sound
in your own vocal cords. You will find one difficult, one uncomfortable.
That is the one to work with. It will help you deeper in your quest to
understand yourself, to go into the energies and to work with them in a
conscious way.
Now there will be those who will of course ascribe meaning to this:
"Oh, well then, if I'm really struggling with the color red, and the most
difficult issue for me is with the note C, and the energies associated
with the Law of Manifestation help me struggle around these things, then
that must be the association for everyone." We would certainly encourage
you to not make any more belief patterns. Aren't there enough of them already
in your world? But if you choose this for a time, that will help you then
understand the larger issue, and give you an opportunity to do a little
context-busting yourself, because of course this is not going to be the
path for everyone.
Now this is not quite the same when you work with the energies of the
stars and the energies of foods. Most understanding about food on your
planet has been seriously misaligned with the obvious understanding of
animals and how they live as such an important guide to you. Yet you ignore
this. After all, what animal on your planet is going to truly relish the
flavor of blackened redfish? As you understand and work with these energies,
you will eventually understand that only an animal in a state of strong
imbalance, for instance, heavy metal toxicity, would need the extra carbon
that the blackened flour on such a culinary creation would be helpful at
pulling out of their bodies. And hence also your imbalances have made it
so difficult at times for you to attune intuitively to the correct foods
for your body. There are those who have, and those who have been able to
share this with others. And to a large extent the systems that they share
are important beginning contexts for you to work with, and then at the
appropriate time for you to bust through yourselves. And that good beginning
place is the work of Vonderplanitz in his book We Want to Live.
[ Note: More about this revolutionary - and successful - approach
to healing. ]
Yet there is this question about the stars, and how they could be blended
and utilized in this understanding of Universal Law. All of them affect
you, all of the stars. But as you gaze into the night sky, you may find
a star that you have particular affinity for. To gaze on that for a while
is good, but then use the strength you receive from this to find another
one, one that makes you a little uncomfortable. Gazing at such a star for
awhile can also be helpful at shifting your energy and helping you understand
things at a deeper level.
Yet there is this question as to which ones are so powerfully influencing
and affecting people on Earth. There are many of course, but the continuing
interactions between the Sirius binary and existence on Earth is a powerful
energy. It has passed its maximum of powerful magnetic storm, other aspects
of transformation, but this is a slow cycle, taking 49 and a half years,
so there are still very powerful aspects of this pouring into Earth right
now. To attune to this is helpful, also because many beings have had an
incarnation or two on the planets--usually the third, fourth, or fifth
planet orbiting the Sirius binary--or various ways of interacting with
various guides and helpers associated with this place. This isn't to say
that all of the extra-terrestrials associated with Sirius are wonderful
beings. After all, if all humans were viewed in such fashion as guides
and assistants to lower vibration planets, they could, at least a lot of
them, get into a lot of trouble. But as you understand this energy, you
will see that it is always to help you shift context.
Yes, there are important associations with the Pleiades, particularly
Alcyone, and other star systems. A powerful influence guides and helpers
are trying very much to incorporate and increase on your planet is association
with Fomalhut. Beings associated with this place have much to teach you
about releasing addiction, even at the deepest most level addiction to
thought. But understanding this is very difficult and takes time. Yet they
also have great patience. Understanding these issues can help you, because
in gazing at the night sky and opening to these stars, you can grow and
shift your own consciousness.
There is all of this to consider. Yet at its core it is not about the technologies, the techniques, the devices, the distractions, or any of the rest of it. What you are here for is the experience of being, of loving each other, of feeling and knowing what it is like to be in the physical body and at the same time to use what you have in the capacity of the sharing, be it the sharing at the level of schoolroom Earth, or hospital Earth. And so once again we must speak of assistance. The most powerful methods that are then available to individuals to raise their consciousness, to help them, to shift personality disorders or improve them psychologically, is to work with the highest vibrational beings in the way that provides maximum assistance for all.
There are many practices that are quite helpful and powerful. One of
these is called PENTA, for Personal Energetic Task, and it is that which
has been defined and worked with by members of the International Academy
of Consciousness (IAC), or other organizations in different ways for eternity.
It is a way in which you allow your energies at the highest possible vibrational
level to be used by helpers, anonymous beings, beings at the highest vibrational
level. These are the guides of our guides.
In understanding these energies, you see that they need some aspect
of becoming physical, becoming real, to be used in the world. How do you
do it is really very simple--you make a commitment, a deep one, at a particular
time every day for the rest of your life. That is your commitment. You
will open to these energies. You will move into a higher vibrational state
utilizing whatever method you have learned. Remember here, you will learn
new ones, you will grow in how you can do this. We would of course suggest
that some aspect of the kinesthetic reality be an important part of such
increase of your energy. And then, you would tune into these energies by
asking that the highest vibrational energies be allowed to move through
you. That is all you have to do. You don't have to know where the energy's
going, to whom or why. It is not just a matter of trust, because you will
quickly recognize that these energies have value. It will take a while,
depending on the nature of who you are, the nature of how you commit to
things, how you have or have not in the past, before the guides trust you
enough to show up and work with you at the very powerful level often. For
most people on average it would be about a year--that is a pretty strong
and deep commitment for you, and it shows that you are willing to do this
through all of the seasons, through all of the aspects of change that this
symbolizes in your life.
And then what you will begin to notice is that everything begins to
change. Slowly at first, then faster, for the positive. All the people
around you are benefited deeply. Health improves, not just of you, but
of everybody around you. And various energies shift, because what you are
working with in its essence is assistance, allowing energy at the highest
vibrational level to assist.
Now there are those who in their wisdom in physical bodies might choose
to direct that energy. There isn't anything wrong with that. That is something
many people do. As they fall asleep they pray, or they send energy to help
this one or that one. But how do you know that that is the best place for
your energy? From the nonphysical level, from the way we see it, you have
a tremendous amount of energy. By comparison, if you were to do
this as percentages, you are about 98.5% dense physical energy, and about
1.5% intelligence to use it in the most appropriate way. That is not to
say that you do not have that intelligence, you just aren't putting it
into action now because of practice, or lack of it. When you are nonphysical
it is the opposite. You have very little of the dense physical energy.
In the intermissive period you act sometimes to help others and to learn
from various energies in a purely nonphysical way, by the intellect, by
consciousness, by attunement, by vibration, but not by the physical body.
So then, if in your 1.5% wisdom you decide that this person is the one
that needs your help the most, yet you do not recognize that this other
one whom you don't even know would perhaps have the key to solve energies
that would help not only this one that you are friends with but many, many
others, than perhaps you would get an inkling as to why perhaps one of
these nonphysical helpers is better to work with. You must understand here
that there are many examples of this in the way in which you trust your
intuition. You're driving down the street and for no reason that you understand
logically, you go here or there, only to find some wonderful thing that
comes from this. These are simple examples that the guides or helpers throw
your way, sometimes with a great deal of force, so that you will recognize
this principle. But in order for the dense physical energy to have maximum
effect, of maximum assistance--meaning you're effective in the most positive
way, others are helped in the most positive way--it must be your free will.
No one else can stand in to say "you must do this" or "it is the best thing
to do" or any of the rest of it. It must be you who decides. Again, back
to belief, dogma, and all of the rest.
One of these beings on your planet who is seeking as a context-buster
at the core level--"no context is too big or too small, we will break them
all"--is your friend Byron Katie. Yet this is an energy that is represented
by thousands of helpers. When you engage in the inquiry process and begin
to look at these issues, you draw to yourself angelic presences, beings
on many levels, soothing, assisting, loving you, saying to you, "You can
break through." If you can feel their help, you can be encouraged when
you come to the precipice that says suddenly "All that I knew was wrong,
and all that I might recognize ahead of me is new." This is scary, this
is different, but it is that which you have come here to experience. Because
when you trust that you can break through contexts, then you will apply
them to the most difficult contexts, the contexts that shape life on Earth
itself: Fear and Ego. The contexts that make those important to you, that
allow you to be swayed by False Evidence Appearing as Real, F.E.A.R., or
swayed by the energy that says "Who I am is a massage therapist - a wife
- a mother - an engineer - a friend - a person who cares." These are limiting
definitions, and you struggle against them. But it is in the understanding
of your essence as a multidimensionality, as a being that has aspects that
are not just rooted in
the time constant of now, but also knowing your
future and past selves simultaneously. And that the animals teach you about
this, because they understand this principle, feel it and know it. That
is one important reason to choose an animal body: To give yourself some
extra encouragement in this direction.
A moment... [drinks water]
In recent times, you have experienced very interesting, tumultuous difficulties
around electing a President, or should you say choosing a king for another
four years. In bringing these energies into form, what you are recognizing
are the representations of fear and ego on your planet, and the responses
to this. The guides and helpers had a little to do with some of the difficulties
in coming to a choice point, deliberately, so that people could see as
the candidates took oddly opposing viewpoints--for instance, Gore working
with the energies of state rights, and Bush working with the energies of
federal rights, just the opposite of what Republican and Democratic parties
have stood for in the last few years--that indeed these are but false fronts,
energies to give you a pattern, not to show you what is really going on
behind the scenes.
Yet these are important symbolic energies so that you would question
your own choices. What is the nature of the world in which you live? How
do you relate to these two fellows, and how do you understand that you
are this inside yourself? That was one important aspect, because in the
inability to choose for so long, people had to look at choices in themselves
for so long, choices about how they would be in the world, how others would
see them, and what was really important. This isn't easy always to look
at, and that is why it was so difficult for those involved.
Yet, at a deeper level, as forces of fear seem to be a little stronger
than forces of reason--neither of which are what you are all here about,
of course, as we would recognize it is this energy of the heart, of loving,
that is so important--then you see that the reactions to this and overcoming
the resistances associated with this fear may importantly define the nature
of the Bush administration over the next few years: How people will respond
to this, how they will choose what is appropriate, how they will shift
their own consciousness. This is in reaction, it is out of resistance,
and there are other ways. But in the meantime, that is what you continue
to work with for a while.
You are the context-busters in many cases, the leaders for your community,
to share new ideas. Yet you are also going to see that over the next few
years, there will be more opportunities to share, more ways in which the
information will be received, through the Internet, through various media,
even through television. For many of you who would not have ever considered
this, we would encourage you deeply, as you have something to share, of
your own love, of your own passion or caring for other people, of your
willingness to assist or to cut to the heart of your own difficulties,
that you share about what you have learned, by writing or speaking, that
you let others know about this, because this is the seed that then gives
rise to the waves that can make a shift. Even if what you think you have
to share or say is not that important, it may be enough that someone else
in seeing you, in hearing you, in feeling what you have to say, will then
step out and what they will have to say will be truly important.
Here again you do not know this one way or the other. Yet we would suggest
that you recognize that if you have these ideas, this love, this
talent, that if you do not use it, it is a waste, it is that which
has not been allowed to manifest into form, and so eventually it will cause
its own difficulty. This is why we would urge you to awaken these capacities
in your own being.
Another question about politics relates to the health that Mr. Clinton
seems to evidence, and there are many reasons for this. He recognized early
on his role in all of these energies, a cog in a larger machine, and then
not getting too involved in the struggle against this, it did not have
to wear him out. You will also see the opposite of this, for instance with
Nixon, tremendous physical difficulties and other issues in the physical
body, especially associated with the legs, of moving forward, always these
energies of resistance, as if then "Yes you are but part of a cog in a
machine," yet the energy inside in conflict with this: "No, I am important."
Understanding these energies in your own core is of course the issue
here, to see that you are part of a cog in a larger machine, a larger energy.
But that is an energy that is not based on your society, but on your heart,
on your connection to the Universe, on your willingness to allow assistance.
To know in your heart how you can assist others is an important answer
to understanding the nature of this larger, most wondrous manifestation
that you are a part of.
The resistances to this will only hone your ability that much further,
that much more clearly, to know and accept, but it is a great struggle,
and it is that which can be quite fatiguing and difficult. It is always
then to seek out through context-busting, through shifting your energies,
conflicting ideas deep within your being. Because if society is judging
you, and you don't buy any of it, it isn't a problem for you. These are
the happy-go-lucky tramp-on-the-street kind of personalities who don't
really care at all, and it isn't a problem for them to sleep in a cardboard
box. You may pity them or struggle with the energies of this, and many
of them are in very difficult positions, but there are a few who really
don't mind, because they have let go. They are barely in the physical body
under such circumstances, yet in this way are profound God-realized gurus
or teachers, because the energy of letting go has then reached them to
the point that they do not have to struggle.
So also is that part of you that struggles against society, the one
that says "Society is right. I don't have any right to share my ideas,
or what I think, though it seems accurate, must have something wrong with
it or other people would have accepted it" or any other thousands of possible
ways of pulling down your own best interests. To the extent to which you
can break through those beliefs, and release those energies, so then will
you prosper and your ideas be better shared, and, paradoxically, the less
attached you will be to the results. In this way, if society is not ready
for a generation or two to accept your ideas, this won't be burdensome
or difficult for you. You'll simply have more of them and enjoy them, and
enjoy the flow of life along the way.
So, that is a little bit of overview on a few of these issues. For a
moment then we would suggest a brief pause, a little break. Your guides
and helpers have been working with you on many levels now. Powerful energies
are building to an eclipse soon to occur right around the time of Christmas,
yet these energies are there to shift how you see yourself. So for a moment
we ask you to break through contexts and see yourself in a new light, through
the eyes of one of your guides. Imagine a being who has loved you, helped
you, stood with you, patiently, silently sometimes, always loving you.
From times when you took your first steps as a child, to times in which
you had struggles in your relationships or your issues as you grew, and
this being stands with you now.
But see that that being is looking at you, and see through the eyes
of that being what you look like. Love who you are through the eyes of
your guide, of your helper now. Feel that loving energy pouring through
your heart, through your helper's heart. Breathe it. Sense it in your skin.
Sense it as a vibration, an energy, touching you, brushing you, loving
you, embracing you. Feel it deep in your being, but simultaneously see
yourself through your guide's eyes, lovable, deserving, receiving, knowing
and feeling just for being, just for breathing, just because you are, you
exist, knowing that existence and its full acceptance in your heart now,
as your guide in his or her patience has worked with you and loved you.
Then a little stretch might be a good idea so that the energies can
jiggle around in your body a little.... [short break] Yes. Hilarion here
again. Perhaps there are a few more questions to address. Jill, you could
assist with this?
Jill: Yes, Hilarion. Can you please talk more about the solar
eclipses that are coming up?
Hilarion: The more profound of these is the one that is much
closer to exact crossing of the shift of season for 2001 around the time
of the Summer Solstice. This eclipse will be primarily viewed in its entirety
in Africa and other portions of the Southern Hemisphere, including and
especially Madagascar. This is not very important. It is the general symbol
here--change, a shift in perspective. Seeing how the energies of the Sun
and the Moon can line up for you can bring a shift in your own consciousness,
a willingness to pull forth your past and join it with your future.
Yet because this is occurring in this time of the shift of seasons,
it has an additional factor. If people have realizations, deeper awareness,
deeper consciousness, deeper energies, these will be far more powerfully
shared, bounced around, shifted from one person to the other, in the time
of the seasonal change, just like right now. These energies associated
with the times of seasonal change, solstices and equinoxes, are strong
for about a week before and a week after. But the strongest point of these
energies are of course at the exact moment of the shift itself. So if during
the time period that you have this deeper awakening and are being prodded
symbolically to open your consciousness, to see the truth of your life,
to shift your context, to allow the energies of past, present, and future
to blend in your being, etc., and you have as a result of this greater
love, greater sense of assistance, ability to make a difference, this will
be far better communicated to everyone else on your planet at those times.
Other than this, it is just a very nice symbol, a nice energy to look
at and to be reminded of always--the mystery of your Universe, that you
are perfectly placed so that the smaller Moon can fully occlude the larger
Sun and that the distances to the Earth are so perfect around this to remind
you always of the Yin Yang, the balance of male and female, the polarities
constantly exchanging and working with you.
Further question?
Jill: Considering the changing energies coming onto the planet
in the next few years, how will the practice of hypnotherapy be affected,
and how can its effectiveness be maximized?
Hilarion: There are many ways in which this will be discovered
and understood better. This has already begun with various ways in which
it has been observed that brain function can be measured by electroencephalogram
as significantly different while in the hypnotic state. More activation
and attunement of the brain results, and various ways in which this can
be utilized will be certainly experimented with.
In essence, we see that the primary benefits of hypnotherapy are to
learn the techniques and understanding by which the deeper relaxed state
can allow access to higher aspects of consciousness, and then, as soon
as possible in the learning process, to do it oneself. When you have the
influence of another being working with you, as if there is the hypnotist
and the client or hypnotic subject, there is a tremendous potential for
imbalance. It can be dangerous for some, but generally it is simply limiting.
That is, through the communicative process and the limitations of the English
language, what the hypnotist says will be interpreted by you. And whether
the glass is half-empty or half-full as spoken by the hypnotist has a completely
different meaning within your own consciousness. The result of this limitation
is that the higher aspects of this will not so easily be made available.
But if the technique can be utilized sufficiently, and you may utilize
it for self-hypnosis, for tuning into your own higher states of
consciousness to going into very deep states in which meditation, lucid
dreaming, or other aspects of visualization can lead easily to projection,
there are obvious ways in which this can be applied and expanded.
Generally, most individuals will provide benefit for themselves by the
entire process. Yet we note that there are those who seem to have a handle
on the energies associated with the guides who will help this along the
most. And this would seem more associated with the Eriksonian school and
the ways in which the deeper understanding that they eventually may be
able to transmit to the world will be utilized more thoroughly by interaction
between guides, helpers, and others.
We mentioned the English language, and one question is specifically
as to why that language of all those that are possible on your planet?
After all, there are those that are far more logically constructed, various
languages that have important useful characteristics, those that are far
more poetic, romantic, and other languages that are certainly more beautiful.
Yet the English language has several positive qualities associated with
it, most importantly that of association that it generally gives within
the brain of new concepts and ideas, new capacities to break through contexts.
Secondly it is well accepted that the English language continuously grows.
Some other languages do not, and the ability of English to incorporate
words from other languages, new concepts and ideas, and to form them into
commonly used expressions is an important facet of growth so important
to symbolize from the higher guides, helpers, etc., into present consciousness.
There are many limitations of the language, of course. Excessive use
of certain words such as "is" and "not" become extremely difficult to overcome,
and are important issues to be examined. But at least they can be spelled
out. People can work with this very simply, as those words themselves can
be examined and utilized.
Lastly, English has important keynote behind it of the aspect by which
many people on your planet in group consciousness have used it as their
initial form of contact, both physically and nonphysically. When they do
not have sufficient telepathic capacity when projected out of the body,
it is a commonly used language that many people can communicate it. It
has been so widely used in past lives, etc., this inertia tends to keep
it forward. This isn't to say that it is the language most widely spoken
in your solar system and by other beings close to your solar system. This
language is closer to the Jmojian language and that which was spoken widely
on the planet that became what is now your asteroid belt, and this language
is similar in qualities to French and has some important characteristics
of the beauty and benefit of this language. Yet most beings who are associated
with the higher levels of consciousness, who do work in other areas, communicate
telepathically without language, without need for it. It is primarily utilized
as an art form. And so in this way the Jmojian language is not necessary
to learn to speak in order to communicate with these higher evolved beings.
Does this answer your question?
Jill: Yes, thanks. Are we at the end of a 26,000 year astrological
cycle, or are we in the middle of it at 13,000 years? What is the significance
of this point in the cycle?
Hilarion: It is an interesting debate and utilized in many ways.
Over such long periods, it is very difficult as a human being to understand
and work with these energies. But it is very easy to see, by utilizing
the understanding of the great fall of Atlantis, the great shifts that
led to the beginning of the Egyptian civilization 13,000 years ago, and
other energies that proceed forward, to define and work with these energies,
as if then this 26,000 year cycle has its beginnings, its midpoints, its
ends. You are in the midpoint of this cycle, and what it means is, you
ain't seen nothing yet. As the energies awaken, as they grow and further
strengthen, you will often be hard pressed to know how to use them, how
to work with them. One of the questions asked then is "How does one cope
with the energies as they increase?" You must find a way.
You must give the body sufficient raw fats and avoid those that have
been overheated, or the nervous system has nothing concrete to work with.
You must find the ways to bring love consciously, regularly, into your
life, in new contexts, every way possible. If it was hard for you to love
dogs or squirrels, then your assignment for next week, as you can imagine:
dogs and squirrels. So also then if you can love the child, and love the
child in yourself. Will you find a way to love that part of your being
that knows what it is like to be a squirrel or a dog? Every way in which
you find the aspect within your consciousness to love and to go beyond
contexts that held back love will help you tremendously in working with
this energy.
The energy itself does not only come, however, from planetary change,
from the shift around the galactic center, from the energies that are raising
all around you as you move into higher levels of ascension and awareness.
The energies also come from your guides and helpers. Sometimes they send
you energy carefully, as if to say "We don't want to overload you." Why
would they do this? Because you asked them to. Before you got into this
world, in the intermissive period, you said to your guides and helpers,
your guidance group, those that you chose to assist you: "When life gives
me the opportunity to receive a little more energy, pump it up please.
I want to remember. I want to know. I want to experience. So many times
have I missed the opportunity to do this, so in this way perhaps you can
remind me."
When the beings of such nature do increase the energy, it may not be
easy for you to absorb and work with because you are unwilling at times
to allow that energy into its best place. There is always the question
as to how to make a decision. How to know the best place to put energy,
for instance, would be one way of answering that question. So, kinesthetically
visualize--what it feels like, in other words. As you look in the mirror,
you see a Second Image of yourself. You sense that image, perhaps by touching
or stroking or looking deep into the eyes of that being. Then you step
away from the mirror in your visualization, and let that image in the mirror
change--older, younger, fatter, thinner, until it stabilizes, perhaps wearing
unusual clothes, or clothes from another life, or nude. But whatever that
way in which you see the being when it stabilizes, send it out of the mirror
so it can try things on in the world, different ways of raising energy,
different ways of working with it, yoga, different foods, different relationships,
going to different places. If you notice in your physical body as you are
engaging this visualization of the Second Image doing things, if you notice
in your physical body a sense of upliftment, warmth, expansion, that would
be the answer Yes. Contraction, heaviness, coldness--this would be the
answer No, even if felt slightly in either direction. This is a way of
utilizing the kinesthetic connection with your higher self in order to
receive answers that can make things a lot easier for you in working with
the energies, but also in other things of a more practical nature, such
as which job to take, or how to respond in a relationship, etc.
Further questions?
Jill: How to stay true to one's own vision in this world.
Hilarion: How to stay true to one's own vision in the world is
a very difficult matter, of course, when one of the issues that you came
to learn here is perseverance. So you will throw in front of yourself every
opportunity for obstacle until of course you realize that those beings
that you thought were your enemies are your teachers, your helpers. Not
your quote"teachers" but your capital-T Teachers. They are the ones who
are there for you truly because you welcome them. A very difficult matter
to understand until you shift your own belief pattern about what you think
you should know, what you should be learning and how you should
be responding in the world.
Ultimately, the way this unfolds is that there is usually a resonance,
some deep aspect in yourself in which your personality is now engaged in
that resistance. You truly at some level believe what those beings allowing
the resistance, welcoming its struggle in you, what they have told you:
"Oh, you shouldn't ever sing. You can't even hold a tune" said to you at
six years old has tremendous impact for the rest of your life if
you believe it. Yet this is said commonly to some of the greatest operatic
tenors, the great divas and beauties of your planet, told at some point
in their lives these lies, and they simply didn't believe them.
[Person in audience coughs]
Yet the other factor that must be an important part of this is the energy
that strangles you, that draws the energy from your throat when you cough
like that, that takes the energy out of your consciousness because it is
trying to survive. You see, you have more beings than ever on your planet
who are dying without a deeper understanding of God, a deeper aspect of
consciousness or awareness. It is one reason why so many are attracted
to fundamentalist religions. These are often beings who in a very recent
lifetime died in a state of ignorance. They didn't even know they were
dead. So when they get reincarnated, when they choose the physicality,
they will gravitate towards ways in which the simplest form of lessons
to understand that there is a higher reality around them is manifest.
The most widespread form of fundamentalist religion on your planet is
not Christianity, or any of its derivations, but the Muslim or Islamic
religions. These have powerful useful messages, but have also been utilized
by those in power to enforce various dogmatic ideas. People resonate to
this because there is something they need to know deep in their heart,
that there is a larger reality, that God exists, that there is this beautiful
energy. Yet when one goes beyond this, one need not be held any longer
in the trappings of old ways of thinking and seeing.
Yet when an individual has passed from this world without this deeper
understanding of a higher reality, they tend to be stuck here. They don't
know they're dead, and they tend to draw energy from others. They couple
with those in which there is a similar personality resonance. They draw
energy from that being, and thus when there is a weakness in your body,
they will take it from you, right now from your throat, but perhaps from
other places as necessary. They do this for their own survival, of course.
Now the most powerful, broad-sweeping, helpful and consistent method
to release the hold of nonphysicals of this nature--beings called intruders--is
just to raise your energy. Do it regularly, by whatever methods you find
most effective. We would strongly recommend the methods described in the
book Astral Dynamics by Robert Bruce, but any method, such as the
Vibrational State exercise, which we have described frequently in the past,
or other exercises, are wonderful.
Yet over and over, those things that will influence who you are by the
coupling with these nonphysicals will be an important factor. Thus, when
there is a seemingly different personality that begins to exert itself,
in some cases it is welcomed through the resonance, but it is not your
personality at all, but that of this other being that simply doesn't know
that he or she is dead, living instead through your body, through your
energy, through who you are.
Raising your vibration naturally raises the vibration of everyone around
you, and shifts that resonance. Yes, it is possible to do a de-intrusion,
to cause that being to release his or her hold. But if the resonance is
still there, another one will step in shortly, for so many of these beings,
more than ever, are dying on your planet without the understanding of the
higher consciousness associated with what the higher reality truly is.
And this is where the knowledge, the learning, the acceptance of the higher
vibration is so useful. Does this answer that question?
Jill: Okay, thank you. Please comment on how vaccinations have
affected us. What's the best way to clear the early traumas from the womb,
the birth, and the vaccinations?
Hilarion: These are the wonderful questions, and have been beautifully
addressed by many. Vaccinations themselves, because of moving through the
usual systems of defense--the skin, the muscles and other things, to be
injected directly into the body--go way beyond the physical level and shift
things at the very level of the blood themselves. Vaccinations would seem
to be so important in your world for ridding the world of disease, yet
all that you have to do is ask the simple question that would be applied
to every other aspect of medical science: the double blind peer-reviewed
study. This has been done on supplements to a limited extent, but more
and more, and certainly done extensively on various drug substances, therapeutic
technologies and modalities, etc. etc. Yet it does not exist for most vaccinations,
for most vaccine programs widely applied have never been peer-reviewed,
never been truly understood as to how they work.
And so most of the benefits are those that were already happening in
your society. The shift away from the disease of polio was already on the
way because of the increase of chlorination in swimming pools. The increase
of many diseases on your planet is to some extent slowed by the use of
vaccination, and the increase of the disease is manifested by the ingesting
of foods that are primarily devoid of the important attributes in life:
Enzymes, and raw fats, and this is an ongoing difficulty. But most individuals
with appropriate diet can correct difficulties associated with vaccines.
Sufficient enzymes and raw fats will gradually clear them from the body.
Some additional help can be given by taking the same vaccine at a high
homeopathic potency, such as a 1M potency, for a week or two, once or twice
a day as a way of attuning the body to this. Yet many individuals will
struggle with these methods because there is something inside that still
fears the disease. There is a lesson for you in this--perhaps in a past
life you struggled with the disease or knew someone of this nature, some
friend of yours who had Polio or died from whooping cough, or whatever.
Trauma itself is a very important issue to understand and work with,
but it is never held in a vacuum. There are many ways to move through it,
therapeutic methods, various ways of understanding it, etc. But at some
point, having moved through them, having cried the tears, having felt the
fear, having shared the anger, having truly deeply known the shame, having
experienced the joy of the shift of it, there must also be a place where
you take responsibility, where you recognize at the core of it that it
was an important lesson for you, that you chose it that way, that indeed
it is that way, so if you choose it not that way, you are going to have
a lot of conflict. And if you let go of the conflict, you will find that
deeper inside the choice itself can be truly loved.
This is the most profound way of healing trauma. It can be utilized
directly, but only if you as the perfect, shall we say, meter or guide
or gauge of this energy are on top of the situation. You must not pretend
to yourself that because you have said that you accepted that you created
the trauma that you truly did within your being. If you can accept it at
its deepmost level as the true nature of what you welcomed in this world,
you can really feel the joy about it. You can then truly engage the healing
process. This does not mean that it goes away, but it does shift your relationship
to it so that you can actually learn from the experience. If you don't,
you will tend to fall naturally then into this paradigm of victim-perpetrator.
And you do this lifetime after lifetime, one being the victim, one being
the perpetrator, and switching the roles over and over with various others
who might inflict trauma in different ways. Ultimately, that is no solution,
of course. And so your forgiveness will inevitably expand in your life.
You can never say that as you have healed a trauma, it's finished, it's
complete, it's done. There will be another part of it that will come to
you, and another, and another, because it will be the doorway to expanding
your forgiveness and your love for all of those that you held in the position
of perpetrator in your past lives and your future lives. Welcoming it on
such a level is that which provides the deepest healing.
Now we know this is so hard at times when you are stuck in the reality
that says, "I am the victim" or "I am the perpetrator." And of course you
cannot have one without the other. So breaking through your belief patterns
with this will help greatly, as well as running the emotions to the point
that you do, for instance, get a little tired of them. Does this answer
the question?
Jill: Yes, thank you, Hilarion. May we ask Athena to come in
and talk a little more about integrating and aligning our personality and
our essence? And anything else she wants to tell us.
Athena: To each, there is a light inside. In the welcoming and
the seeing through the eyes of your guides, the light has been made brighter.
So I would ask you now to let that light infuse itself in your heart, to
be a strong and clear energy, and to see it projecting down your arms and
out into the room, and to be felt on all places of your being.
You are a physical being, so the visualization with a physical side
to it will help you remember over and over. As you breathe, as you connect
the breath, as you feel the depth of the breath, you will be reminded that
you are physical, that you are breathing, but you are also inhaling prana,
drawing in energy, receiving light, feeling the truth.
A beautiful thing is shortly to happen on your planet, many to recognize
this Christian holiday of Christmas, the benefit of the Christ light, the
awakening of the birth experience, of Mother Mary and her willingness to
share and to bring this new light into the world. At the same time, as
a light is symbolically stopped as the Moon moves in front of the Sun and
the eclipse happens, in your heart you will be reminded to ask, "Where
is the light? Where is the Christ energy?" It is in your heart. It is in
your truth that you become a love that can pour out to others, reminds
you the essence of this light simply is. Its job is not to do. Its job
is to be. Its energy is not to change, but to welcome change if change
is there to occur.
So where in your heart can you welcome a Christ light? Where in your
heart can you welcome an essence that says "I love. I am love. I feel that
love." Let it break though. Let it be felt. You will find that underneath
it will be all of those aspects of the symbols that have stopped you before,
that have kept you away because you felt fear, because you thought someone
would misunderstand, because all of the becauses can now drop away as that
light simply moves out on its own, as it is known in your heart as an energy
that says, "I love because it feels so good to love."
The contexts that have kept you from the loving remain with you, but
they remain as your friends, your guides, those to joke with you and say
where you have been. So let sounds that can break those free be with you
on Christmas. There are those sounds of the chants, of Christmas carols
and the Christmas songs, but there are other chants too. Let yourself have
them in your voice. One old one is: [makes high-pitched, piercing sound]
which many of your old healer friends in Atlantis would share with you
when you let them. There is also [a bit of song] to help you break free
of those contexts that said your world was based only on physical. But
we also ask you to create one of your own. Around the time of the eclipse,
imagine lights in you breaking free from your Third Eye, from your heart,
from your root chakra, from your feet. And those energies may have sounds
for you, or gestures, or movement. Welcome them. See them in their light
of truth.
The answer to this question about your essence is not one, you see,
that comes from a doingness, but from the rituals, the experience, the
playfulness that can invite the beingness.
Hilarion: Yes. Hilarion here again. We thank you, Athena, for
your willingness to assist with the vehicle and in the opening of the feet
chakras to open these energies to Earth. For now in this powerful time
of seasonal shift, the Earth energy assists you greatly with knowing your
essence, with feeling your strength. It is an energy also that is helpful
to share now with your animal self, with the animals on your planet who
fear the dark, who do not understand the cold, who suffer or struggle.
Feel the animal part of your own being now coming forth. Choose an animal
that you would wish to send a loving light to. And we ask you then by your
breath, by your heart, by your love, see that animal nurtured, cared for,
awakened, and free, and safe. And in this way you will also be assisting
your own nature in this process.
Jill: It's a good time to close.
Hilarion: Then we would remind you of the one more which is the
child self of you, to be welcomed now, to be known within your heart, to
be felt. For it is in the way of the children that these rituals of Christmas
and presents and giving is to remind you of the child self in you. Not
the child self, though, as perhaps you have known, but as the child symbolized
by the baby Jesus. To give yourself that gift of nurturing, loving, caring
for the tiniest baby part of yourself is a beautiful loving energy that
will be multiplied greatly this Christmas time.
To close, we remind you of the emerald light, of its connection. Assist
the child self to be melted lovingly into your own heart. And as you draw
in that being, see Earth's loving caresses, touching you, moving up through
your feet, into your heart as well. And this emerald light expanding now,
the cylinder at 100 ft. now becomes 200, 500, several miles, encompassing
the Earth, a powerful beautiful emerald light. Then letting all of that
go, simply attune to Earth energy. Let her loving energy bubble up through
your body an Earth OM. We ask you to share it out loud. Good-bye.
OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
